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I actually stayed after the API (I used Relay and paid), but Reddit just seems… Mean, I guess. People say awful things to each other on there, and the shift in the community has been distressing. It also feels like the dead internet theory in practice. Repost after repost, bots commenting, commenting to themselves/each other. Ads, and not regular ads but “omg, I just happened to go to McDonald’s and got this ccrrraaazzzyyy drink.” And, God, so many communities about just women? Big tits, small, tits, red head, goth, this celebrity, that instamodel. It’s like a menagerie of porn over there. And not even anything good.

I also realized I was blocking way more than I was looking at. I didn’t feel good after being on reddit. I either had my feelings hurt, was outraged, or disappointed because I was comparing myself to everyone. I don’t think that it’s reddit fault for all of that, but I like this better. I know this may sound backhanded, but there’s less here. I remember feeling kind of bored when I first switched. Like, where’s my endless stream of garbage??? But I find myself looking at my phone less, and I feel like the information I do see makes me want to engage more. I’ve posted more on this account than I have in my entire time on reddit, and I was on that site for almost 7 years. It’s not that everyone agrees with me, but I’m not afraid I’m going to get my head chewed off if I get something wrong. It feels like moving from table to table at a bar I guess. I’ve never been to a bar, instead of trying to hear a voice through a mosh pit.

I actually really like it! It’s much more organized and I don’t feel overwhelmed having to look through and remember different accounts. And the alias feature has been amazing. Much simpler than making a temp email address. Setting it up wasn’t bad and they walk you through forwarding and all that stuff. I had 2-3 Gmail accounts before the switch and I honestly won’t go back, even if Proton vanished tomorrow.

I had 2 main ones, but they also got emails from one of my old accounts, for technically 3. But I just moved to Proton mail, so now I’m trying to stick with one + aliases. I’m hoping to keep it this way 😤

Can’t speak for all, but back pain and comfort. Also, large breasts can have difficulty getting air under there which can cause irritations. Sometimes it’s just to keep your breasts off your stomach. I wear sports bras and have “special” bras, but my hatred of bras has really dimished when I accepted sports bra life.

I also just don’t like them “loose?” Like, I don’t want to bend over and have them go awol, even if I’m at home. Also, can store stuff in the bra and I have dropped my phone on the floor thinking I had a bra to catch it 😭

Grams pulled an uno reverse when I was complaining about the lack of buttons on tech. She said, “Oh, a cabbage story?” shook my soul 😂

Ohhh! Thank you for the correction!

“Let me put my eyes on you,” “I just wanna put eyes on you”: I don’t need anything, but I miss you and would like to visit

“Jimmy legs” : Restless legs

“Hotter than the devils draws (as in underwear) outsides” : It’s hot. No one uses “draws” for underwear anymore I guess, so I’ve started saying “hotter than the devils asshole” but it’s not as “poetic.” (Edit: Realize now it’s “drawers” but it always sounds like “draws” 😂 TIL)

Edit: Forgot one. “Cabbgae story” : When I was a kid, my grandmother told me about the milk man and, for whatever reason, my next question was “and who brings cabbage?” The response was “the cabbage man” which my grandmother explained like it was gospel. When she would bring up something, we started going, “Oh, she’s got a cabbage story.” Now a cabbage story is some old folk’s story. Like, “back when I was a kid, I walked up hill both ways!” would be a cabbage story.

Dude, this is straight terrifying.

I leave some out for a chipmunk as well. I’ve named him Ignacio.

Oh god, no. It was just to give her something to look at through the window. Like “cat TV.”

I believed it was boring and weird (“Why can’t they just goggle the bird?”). But I recently bought a bird feeder for my cat and I’m more invested in the birds than she is. It’s like boring Pokémon, I love it lol.

I was taking a walk last week and a car of white guys screamed “N*gger” at me, so that was fun. And have been to Japan, which was racism on steroids (for black people anyway).

Yesterday. My mom came to visit.

Do schools in Korea ban different grades from talking to each other? What’s stopping someone from one grade up from being with someone one grade down (or a year down if in college or something). They’re making it seem like, currently, you can only interact with people your own age?