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Scrolling through “New” since I’m an information junkie.
A broken man, obsessed with 500 year old Mexican culture.
Scrolling through “New” since I’m an information junkie.
I want a Save and Load feature for myself in regards to reality.
Peanuts & breakfast cereal.
Mongolian throat singing.
Keeping myself isolated.
Chances are low I’ll do that, I paint for myself. I like painting models since it is analog and I work on a computer all day. It’s an activity that I do for my own benefit thus I’m reluctant to share with the public for fear of losing that feeling of self fulfillment. I’m also a far better painter than a photographer.
Edit: Your genestealers are coming along nicely.
Hey I’ve definitely been in your place before. What got me learning coding skills was motivation for a career change, a platform that worked for me (Udemy), and accepting my failed attempts. Small bursts of motivation are more than what most people have. Utilizing them when they come on are opportunities to get a lot done in short periods of time. Don’t dedicate yourself to paths that don’t appeal to you, half the fun is figuring out what kind things make you tick.
As far as wanting to be dead, existentialism is always a painful bitch. Reading Marcus Aurelius’ Meditations helped me alot. It doesn’t take away pain, but can help cultivate core reasons for one’s actions. That helps with existing, at least for me.
Don’t beat yourself up.
I’m preparing to go to bed instead of painting Warhammer 40K Orks.
Bizarre sub communities with rich veins of content. I want to see pictures of amateur electric sign makers, marbel olympics, and graffiti.
Any garbage man that picks up my trash. Any sanitation engineer that cleans my sewage.
No.
I’m fully aware of that.
Conquer most of the known world, become MisterNeon the Great.
The problem with most major historical events is that they’re not fun. I would choose Field of the Cloth of Gold because it was just a big festival for weeks.
I did. It didn’t help. It was expensive.
Life is a neverending march of pain and rot. Of course it is real, it hurts too much to be a dream.
Get a white noise generator, I can’t sleep without it in the city.
Boost got blocked on Reddit during the API shutdown, the creator then made the app for Lemmy. I came here with the rest of the Reddit Refugees.
Eight Deer Jaguar Paw from the Codex Nuttal. I want to know about his campaigns.
Bolts of cotton too. Or maybe some jade or obsidian.