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Cake day: September 5th, 2023

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  • So I’m one of those people without an internal monologue ( but I can choose to subvocalize if I want).

    I don’t know if this will help you understand but for me everything is quiet. All the time. I don’t say to myself “I should take a bite of the apple” - I just take a bite. As I type this reply out I have not determined what the next world will be before writing it, I just write. If I need to build a mental image it is simply there.

    When I need to make a decision, is made. I might have been pondering it for some time, but it’s not a surface thought. Again I can subvocalize - but it’s more speaking to the room as opposed to having an internal argument.

    And when I say quiet, I mean quiet. I did not realize for most of my life that monologues in books where anything more then a story telling device.




  • Story time! There is series by Tad Williams called “otherland” - it’s a rift in the standard stuck in vr story.

    Anywho. There is a group of hackers, weirdos and nerds who did not like the corporate vr experience and built their own (treehouse). In all honesty it’s an expansion of the tor project.

    But it’s what I hope for. A place to end up in the web that’s not saturated to hell and back by corporate interests, and you need to know someone for the ladder to be let down and you to be let in.